Last Chance (Bella/Open)

[Isabella Marie Swan]

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I WONDER IF I EVER CROSS YOUR MIND
FOR ME IT HAPPENS ALL THE TIME!
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Bella made a move to open the door just as he cut in front of her, blocking her path. She scowled at him, folding he ramrs across her chest "Move." she huffed in a slightly bitter voice,waiting rather impatiently for him to move out of her way so she oculd leave.

He spoke and her glare intensified, he couldnt hold her here all day just because she refused to answer his questions.

She shook her head lightly "I didnt answer your question before, what makes you think i'd answer it now?" she spoke, looking up at him for a brief moment before averting her gaze. She didnt know what they were going to do now. She wasn't entirely sure. She was at a loss just as much as he was "I told you what we could do, but clearly you've made a decision for the both of us. Are you sure I get a say in what happens next or are you gonna do the opposite of what I say like your doing right now?" she snapped, clearly not afriad of him. She knew he wouldnt hurt her.

"There is nothing...nothing to sort out. You said it yourself, you cant be with me and you cant be my friend...if we're not friends and we're not together why would I want to keep in touch with you?! I-if you wanna leave the go just get out of my way so I can go home and finish planning my wedding...And dont expect me to say goodbye, it woudnt be worth it."

She didnt meant what she had said, the look in her eyes made it clear as day that the minute she finished speaking she was lying. Her eyes still held a look of love for him but she didnt dare meet his gaze.

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[Edward Anthony Cullen]

When he stood by the door his hand pressed firmly against it, he faintly towered of Bella, although not all that much his eyes were serious as was his tone. After all this she now decided to change her mind, they were playing a dangerous game, one Edward no longer wished to play. Gazing down to her, Bella looked up to him her expression determined
Move. Bella demanded her tone miffed if anything, yet Edward made no movement to move out of the way, in fact he stood there, unmoving like a sculpture. "No." he replied his tone stern and just as stubborn, he wasn't about to back down until she listened to him. "Not until you listen." he added, then he explained it, however perhaps they had already gone past that stage. Given the look on her face. When she spoke his expression remained cold, and harsh as he watched her, she was playing havoc with both his mind and feelings at the current moment. He knew this would end badly and this was the exact thing he had not wished to happen. Everything had fallen in a matter of moments.

Soon after Bella continued her expression fierce once again. Yet still Edward was not moving, he still kept his hand pressed firmly on the front door, to stop it from opening.
I didn't answer your question before, what makes you think I'd answer it now? She had a point of course for a moment he was lost for words before he spoke, his tone bland. Emotionless. "I guess I thought you better than that." he commented looking to her once again, his eyes not straying from her face. Her expression was oddly calm considering, if anything she was fearless, even given the intensity of his gave, his closeness he detected no once of fear. Although she certainly couldn't bring herself to look at him, surely that said something?

I told you what we could do, but clearly you've made a decision for the both of us. Are you sure I get a say in what happens next or are you gonna do the opposite of what I say like your doing right now? Bella commented perhaps she wasn't all that calm. His eyes narrowed on her "I know what you said Bella, and I would like nothing more than that, but I can't. Dammit! Bella! he snapped a fraction thumping the door which buckled a fraction under the blow, he wasn't one to loose his temper but she knew what to say to push all the right buttons. "I want to be with you, That's all I want but I can't your due to be engaged does that not mean anything to you? I shouldn't of kissed you. You shouldn't even be here." he added his tone cold, but he certainly didn't regret her being here, nor kissing her. When she continued moments later he fell silent for a long moment. His expression became cold, no. He had to do the right thing, Bella deserved that, no mater what she said, what she did. Someone had to be rational and realistic, and he wouldn't let Bella though everything away.

"So that's that then? No more to say? Nothing to sort out? Fine." He trembled softly in irritation and anger and frustration but his expression portrayed nothing. Pushing off, the door he moved out of the way. In fact he even opened the door for her. "Don't worry, I don't expect one." He replied in comment to her goodbye or lack of for that matter. Moving back he crossed his arms over his chest and simply waited for her to leave now. As Bella herself had said, there was clearly nothing to sort out. So what was the point of her being here? As he looked to her he could see the lies, a plain as anything. He shook his head and said his tone plain still. "Your a terrible liar, Bella." Edward stated yet stood there the door was fractionally bent had he hit it any harder it would of perhaps buckled.

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[Isabella Marie Swan]

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FOR ME IT HAPPENS ALL THE TIME!
(i need you now!)
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"There's nothing to listen to!" Bella spoke, her eyes suddenly cold, void of any and all emotion. She was breaking. Her world wa sbeing pulled out from under her feet and she couldnt find it in herself to keep it together for long. Her chest ached, her heart beating so fast it felt as though it were about to explode.

"Yeah, well...you thought wrong, now move..." she took in a shaky breath, hoping he would not see the tears that had threatened to fall. She was never good with this kind of stuff. This was why she'd gone to Alice for every thing. Relationship advice, advice on how to live her life...every little thing she did, she did with Alice's blessing or she wouldnt do it at all.
She wasn't afraid of him, not in the slightest. In fact, she moved closer getting on her tip toes to match his height, her eyes glaring at him "Move away from the door so I can leave." she growled through slightly clenched teeth.

She showed fear, just a bit when he thumped the door and it bent under the pressure. Her body half jumped her breathing increased a fraction but went back to normal once she realized he had already calmed himself before he lost control.

When he asked about her engagement, she bit her lip. Of course it meant soemthign. It meant everything to her. She loved Jacob yet she'd be willing to throw it away if Edward would just say the word. If he would say the words 'I want you to choose me' she would do so without thinking, without blinking "I- of course it means something..." she muttered sheepishly but fell silent when he spoke again.

"Yeah, thats it...absolutely nothing to sort out. Now move. I'd like to get home...I have a wedding to plan..." she threw the word wedding out there, knowing it would hurt him. It was intentional. She knew all too well what saying those words would do to him. The words 'im getting married' it would and it should cut him like knives.

He called her a liar and she growled, walking pass him but turned around a second later, looking him in the eyes, knowing hers held truth as she said the words she would speak next "I love Jacob...coming here was a mistake...im getting married to him...me and you- we wont ever happen...after graduation i'll be his forever..." she forced herself to sound angry and then turned her back to him, hurrying back to her truck.

She waited until she was out of sight before she started crying, wiping her eyes on the back of her hand and sniffling lightly as she wlaked to her red truck, kicking at the tires a bit in anger.

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[Edward Anthony Cullen]

There's nothing to listen to! Bella snapped, she sounded monotoned, as if nothing mattered as if nothing should matter, how wrong was she? Edward simply gazed at her, nothing to talk about? there was plenty to talk about. The only thing that was stopping them from talking was the situation at hand the wanting to be together, and the fact that they couldn't be together. Still there was an perfect explanation why they couldn't be together, he didn't want Bella to throw everything away for him, he didn't deserve it, and Bella certainly didn't either she had made herself a future and she wanted to throw it all away, and that was something he couldn't allow.

Yeah, well...you thought wrong, now move... Bella demanded, her tone fierce. Edward moved again, closer to Bella, slightly towering over her in the process, his own gaze cold. "No Bella, you don't know what I think. You don't know nothing Bella, If only you could understand." He stated with a deep frown, he struggled to keep his voice level, and devoid of all emotion including that of irritation, perhaps even a touch of jealousy, his features alone he struggled to contain. To keep his expression neutral. Watching her for a long moment he noticed the lightly misty look that coated her eyes, as if she was about to cry at any given moment. Still he continued to glower down and to her. Yet Bella moved closer to him, to his own surprise. Edward only just managed to maintain his ground and posture, his eyes danced down to her oh so kissable lips that looked all to inviting at that moment even as she grounded out for him to move away from the door.

None the less he forced his gaze away from her face, away from her lips, as he thumped the door harshly, he spotted the flicker of fear that filtered across her expression, as well as how she jumped a fraction, even her scent indicated the touch of fear. That look alone caught his attention, and he stamped down the burning anger, and frustration. Relaxing physically he looked to her as she spoke, and a for a fraction of a step he moved away only to then move to wards her, backing her up until her back hit the wall he pressed his hands either side of her face, and looked to her with such burning intensity. Even as she struggled to keep her sentence audible.

I- of course it means something... Yeah, thats it...absolutely nothing to sort out. Now move. I'd like to get home...I have a wedding to plan... Bella stated, her tone probably wasn't as strong as it could of been but the words she spoke, hurt him. Deeply cutting through him like a stake of wood out of any old vampire movie. She didn't see, or didn't want to see, if she was so determined to marry the dog than he was he to stop her, that was what he wanted right? yet he knew a small part of him hungered for her, and her alone. If he couldn't have her than no one could. At the same time, he knew he didn't deserve her, and shouldn't get such hopes up. Slowly he lowered one hand, and then the other but remained close to her.

Of course when he commented that she was a liar her expression grew vicious, he had never seen her look so generally angry. As he stood before her he didn't move, but Bella pushed her way around him and made a quick move to wards the door, yet she stopped and turned to face him moments later what she said next stole his breath, a cold hand seemed to reach out and snatch at his already dead heart, it felt in that moment like it was being ripped out from his chest. The pain mixed with the truth of her words, did hurt him deeply, turning a fraction to face her he listened yet beneath her words he did detect some form of lie..even if she would not admit it.

I love Jacob...coming here was a mistake...im getting married to him...me and you- we wont ever happen...after graduation I'll be his forever... Her words clung to him, her voice vibrating in his head. Yet he said nothing what more could he say? As she left he moved slowly to window and peaked underneath the curtain, he watch as she kicked her tire in anger but that wasn't what hurt the most, what hurt the mos was knowing he had given up the one chance he had of happiness, the one love he would ever know for the sake of self pity and morals. He saw the tears as they fell down her cheek he wanted to call her back and wrap her in his arms. Yet he couldn't. Looking away he paused, his gaze found the keys that sat on the kitchen top, he would follow her, as heartless as he may of seemed, he couldn't simply leave it. So he had decided to follow her, to at least make sure she got home safely. Grabbing his jacket and car keys Edward made his way to his silver Volvo as soon as the large red truck had pulled away.

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[Isabella Marie Swan]

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I WONDER IF I EVER CROSS YOUR MIND
FOR ME IT HAPPENS ALL THE TIME!
(i need you now!)
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Bella stared at him when he towered over her, he was either trying to scare her or trying to freak her into not wanting to be near him anymore "You dont scare me. I said move." she muttered, waiting until he was out of her way so she could walk off.

She sighed a bit, getting her keys out of her jacket and pulled open her truck door with a little more force than she should have, the door creaked loudly but she ignored it, getting into the drivers seat quickly and slammed the door shut, listening to is squeek shut "Stupid truck..." she muttered under her breath, starting up the truck and listened as it roared to life. It was louder than usual, she'd been meaning to ask Jake to fix it but hadnt gotten around to it. She was still trying to think up a way to tell him what had happened and what would have continued to happen with Edward had she not just been knocked to her senses.

This is the last time I come to see him...the last time I speak to him... she thought, happy he couldnt hear her oughts. It would be a disaster if he heard her. Not because he'd be hurt by what she was thinking but because she would probably tell him off for reading her mind and then relaying her thoughts to her along with soemthing comforting about how he loved her but it wouldnt work out...all things she'd heard before and she wasnt interested in hearing them again.

She sighed in frustration, starting to drive up the path the led away from the Cullen house. The small and twisted path. She was used to driving this path. She'd come this way a few times, once or twice last week when she wanted to talk to Edward but changed her mind after driving all this way.

While she made it out from the winding and twisting path, she was bit too distracted, a bit too concerned with what had just taken place. She had been so willing to leave Jacob for Edward, it was ridiculous...would it have even worked out? Did Edward plan on turning her if they had decided to be together? What about her family? Would he be willing to change her and take her away from her family and friends?

So many questions and yet she got no answer.

A sigh passed her lips as she smacked her hand against the steering wheel, hoping to relieve some of her stress. Of course a distracted mind was never good while driving. And yes, Bella knew this but that didnt stop her from thinking...from drifting off into her own little world for a few moments. One of her with Edward. The two of them happy and together...she was like him, beautiful and perfect for eternity...it was a dream, nothing more than a fantasy but she wanted it to be true, she wanted to be with him...to be like him, a vampire.

She smiled a bit at her own thoughts, barely able to contain the way she felt about what she was seeing. It was the perfect moment. For Bella, it was all she ever wanted...nothing could possibly ruin her fantasy world...well, there was one thing that could ruin the moment, one horrible twist of events. Somethign that caught Bella by surprise.

Her truck had gone a bit off the path she'd been driving down. It wasn't unusual for that to happen. When she was behind the wheel things like this happened alot, though this time something felt different. She didnt feel quite right and it wasnt until she heard the loud crashing and thumping of her truck colliding with a tree that she snapped away from her fantasy world and back into reality. Granted it was a bit late for that now.

Her truck had crashed into a huge tree, the front of the truck smoking just a bit, the doors of her car slightly bashed in. Her head collided with the steering wheel on impact, blood slowly making its way down the right side of her face from the small gash on her head.

A small groan passed the girls lips as she struggled briefly with keeping her eyes open but gave in after a few seconds, letting them close.

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[Edward Anthony Cullen]

It didn't take him all that long to spot the truck as it turned around the corner keeping back he continued to follow, the small sense of unease crept over him, Bella was in no fit state to drive, emotional being one reason. What he wouldn't of given for things to of gone..differently that night. Instead of sorting out the problem they had only succeeded in making it worse for the both of them, the fact was now. There was no escaping their feelings, Edward had against all odds fallen in love with a taken woman, usually he would never persist in chasing her. Perhaps Alice words had been right? Was he chasing her? to an extent yes, the question was why was she so different from everyone else? perhaps because Bella was full of surprises, she never tried to look pretty, or never made a fuss of anything, those few personality traits were what captivated his attention. Her clumsiness was a trait that led Edward to currently tale Bella in her truck, as soon as she hit the road home he would turn around, he just wished her safe. As he drove in silence his car eating up the road beneath it with such ease, he wondered vaguely what would of happened had things not of gone as they had, and if Bella wasn't a taken woman.

The answer to that he didn't know, yet at the same time it was something he wanted more than anything to find out. As he turned the last corner which opened up onto a long straight road his keen eyes caught red, but suddenly something happened, the truck swerved and made a direct bee line to wards the awaiting tree. His eyes winded. No. The car collided head on with the large tree it almost bent in two under the impact. Pushing his foot down on the gas pedal his car within moments caught up to Bella's truck, skidding it to a halt, he thrust the handbrake on and climbed out, the car still running, the door wide open. Yet as soon as he stepped out the scent of blood hit him hard like he had physically been hit. His hand clutched the door frame and he resisted the urge to bend over himself. So strong..so sweet, and utterly irresistible.

The scent swam around him, adrenaline pumped strongly though his veins, his throat burned with need and his eyes instantly darkened. Taking a few sharp breaths he closed his eyes and struggled to contain his hunger. Holding his breath in the next moment he opened his eyes, there was no time for his persistent cravings, Bella's life could very well be at stake. Moving around his car his motions rigid he approached the truck, moving around to the drivers side, the Engine had folded back on it's self the doors buckled in wards. There was no possible way to open it. Although the window screen had shattered the drivers window remained surpassingly in tack. Looking inside, Bella's head had was resting forward. Acting on impulse, Edward smashed the window, scattering glass out of the way, reaching the door handle from the inside he clicked it open, taking his hands back, he glanced around.

Soon his fingers found hold, digging his fingers in he begun to pull, working his way around it. Within moments the door came clean off the car, with ease he held it and dropped it to the side before he then ducked his head inside the car, still his breath held, although he would soon have to let go, it was growing increasingly uncomfortable. "Bella?" He muttered his tone strained, and slightly husky. "Bella your going to be alright.." He added as he unclipped her, as he checked her pulse it was slow, and weak. checking her vitals she was semi-conscious, so could hear everything that was being said. "You are the most difficult woman I have ever met.." he mumbled before he the shrugged out of his coat and wrapped it around her warmth was important to reduce the symptoms of shock. Once she was unclipped he placed an arm under her legs, another around her back, slowly and carefully he lifted her out, and held her to him.

Moving away from the wreck he opened the passenger door to his car and slipped her inside. "Stay with me Bella.." he whispered softly against her ear as he secured her, As he looked to her face, blood coated her features, and that familiar hunger stirred. Instantly he removed his hands and took a few steps back, his eyes so dark hungered for a taste. That moment he let out a breath, but regretted it's moments later when the scent rushed to fill him a second time. No. He told himself, there was no time. Exhaling sharply he moved swiftly around the car, climbing inside he thrust the car into gear and picked up his phone and Dialed Carlisle number. "Carlisle..we have a problem, I'm on my way to the hospital now, it's Bella, her truck crashed, and she's bleeding badly." Edward explained as he glanced to the motionless Bella. With words of encouragement form Carlisle, Edward nodded, Carlisle continued talking before he hung up. Words of encouragement for Edward the very fact he was so close to human blood, and Bella's blood at that was an extreme problem, and dangerous at that. He just hoped he reached the hospital before Bella's life wasn't the only issue.

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