Post by Faith on Dec 9, 2010 8:35:38 GMT -5
Faith Jesse Porter !
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full name:Faith Jesse Porter
nicknames:Faith
age:19
hometown:Seattle,Washington
species: Human
ability's: Locked
hair: brown
eyes:brown
general appearance: Faith is 5 feet, 8 inches tall and weighs 165 lbs he is slightly tanned and he has brown eyes and brown hair, no scars and has a few tattoos, he has a tribal band on his left arm, a black panther below his navel, wings on his upper back and a vertical band on his arm.
Faith wears jeans & shirts, when he is alone and indoors faith tends to dress shirtless and wears briefs thanks to inside heating
play by:Jesse Santana
likes:
The rain
Beaches
Photography
writing
reading
dislikes:
Justin beiber
Reptiles
Insects
Bugs
Burned food
strengths:
Independent
Loyal
Trustworthy
weaknesses:
Low Self Esteem
shy
Oddball
habits/quirks: Tends to make a lot of facial expressions, grins, frowns, pouts, also sighs alot.
fears: Being stuck at a justin beiber concert or being within 20,000 feet of him.
secrets: I once shot a man just to see him bleed....nah im just joking with you, the truth is I am a virgin & I have never even been kissed.
personality: He is a comforting person, he doesn't have very good social skills often keeping to himself rather than going out like most teenagers. He is a shy guy that finds it difficult to express himself at times, he has the knack for being invisible no one really notices him, unless it's bullies .
Faith is a kind hearted guy that cares about other people even if they are strangers, he will always hear their problems out and give them solutions if he can think of any. Faith is insightful and thinks about things on an in depth level before responding to the situation. Faith also lives a lot in his own head.
Faith is often emotionally constipated, he finds it difficult to process his emotions so there will be days when he is perfectly fine and happy and other days where he feels like he wants to die, he has major self loathing issues and hates himself more than any bully could hate him, he is always putting himself down and believes himself to be worthless, he has very low self- esteem. Faith considers himself a broken human being, he is constantly trying to improve that in himself to try to be stronger and more confident, but finds that incredibly difficult. He is often changing, there are days he can be selfless and then there are days when he is self centered that he will only care about what he is going through.
Faith also has very little patience meaning he will become annoyed constantly if people ask him about the same thing over and over. He also has a short fuse making him lose his temper often. Faith's rage makes it very difficult for him to put issues behind, he will hold on to grudges and issues even if it's been settled. When he is hurt emotionally he will lash out to share the pain too.
Faith is also very secretive He hates talking about himself to people and will often lie when asked how he is. Faith is emotionally affected by almost anything whether it be music or the weather around him. He can also be very perverted at times often having inappropriate thoughts
One of the things Faith has difficulty with is his loneliness he is always alone and feels rejected and that he is not good enough for anyone. What he really finds confusing is most of the time he hates being alone with no one to talk to and no one to call friend, but sometimes he loves being alone and loves the quiet it brings him. Faith is also paranoid to an extent, he constantly feels people are talking about him & that people hate him. Faith is often a walking contradiction his personality shifts all the time, you never know what you get when you come across Faith
mother:Harmony Porter/Deceased
father: James Porter/Deceased
siblings:none
other family:none
other important people: none
history: Faith was born and raised in Seattle, Washington he lived in Washington his entire life he had made friends and had a blast with life, he had no horrific ordeals as a child, Faith had never anything bad happened to him he was just a normal guy having a normal life unlike his friends Faith never went on a date in highschool he never had feelings for anyone in a romantic way. He believed that he was not capable of romantic feelings and instead decided to concentrate his goal of earning his law degree.
Faith focused on his studies rather than partying and going out on dates and despire his appearance he was pretty much a nerd. After graduating highschool Faith was accepted into several Law schools, but chose to go to Seattle's University as it would be closer to his parents as they were moving to Forks to retire from their business, with Faith's family in Forks he moved in on campus and concentrated on his school studies to get his law degree. Faith studied hard his life focused on his studies to gain his degree he did not venture out to socialize with others much outside of class only having a few friends.
Little did Faith know his life change forever as events were set into motion. Faith was shocked to learn both his parents passed away in an accident leaving him all alone in the world is preparing himself to return to forks for his parent's funeral to say good bye to them both. After his parents funeral Faith returned to seattle university and got lost in his work, refusing to take time out to grieve after a few months Faith began going out and became reckless getting piercings and tattoo's things he knew his parents wouldn't approve of. Faith also realized he was gay and after a lot of soul searching Faith realized he no longer had the passion for studying law and dropped out of university.
your name:faith
experience: not long
who you play: none
how you found us:affilation surfing
role play sample:
Faith closed his eyes as he sat at the park alone, he had his backpack next to him as he tried to clear his mind, it had been a few months since his parents had passed away and during that time Faith had done a lot, he had bought some tattoo's got his nipples pierced and discovered he was gay, one of the biggest changes was dropping out of university and getting a job as a cashier at a grocery store.
The teenager sighed quietly, his birthday was almost here and for the first time, he would be alone with no one who would know or care. Faith opened his backpack and slowly pulled out a camera, He thought to himself. The teenager pointed the camera to the dark Grey clouds, the sun was not visible because of it leaving faith feeling very relieved. After taking the photos Faith placed his camera away and brought out his book.
Faith looked at the black leather book that contained his thoughts, feelings and stories in a way it was sort of like a diary. Faith stood opened the book and began to write down
Ren, Hope & Despair
The story of a child who did not ask for birth, but was born anyway. A child that was raised by selfish & self centered adults, whose own siblings shunned him, an outcast. Ren never had anyone throughout his life he was alone and shunned, in order to survive Ren made his heart harder, colder and stronger. Ren stood in the shadows cold and alone always wanting the things he could never have. Throughout the years of watching in the shadows Ren's heart became frozen in ice, he had forgotten what it was to have emotions...to feel, although he smiled and appeared to be happy it was nothing, but an empty and shallow act. No one saw Ren or the pain he felt, the lifelessness in his eyes, no one saw anything.
One day Ren found a friend a fellow student named Hope. the two had hit things off splendidly, they bonded and although Ren had Hope his heart remained un-melted, The two boys became close and for the first time Ren had someone to speak to, someone who cared about him. The friendship between the two eventually blossomed into something much more. One day Hope confessed his love for Ren. Ren had found him self shocked and confessed to Hope, that he did not love him, and before he could explain Hope ran away. The next day Ren arrived to a school full of gossip, it was there he learned Hope had committed suicide by drowning himself in a lake. Hearing the news Ren wept in despair, his only friend, the only person who valued his existence had departed for the other side, death by broken heart.
Ren attended Hope's funeral to discover only Hope's parents were there, and that was only for a few minutes. Ren realized that Hope was like him in many ways, alone and unloved and just when he thought he had found love. His love rejected him. Ren despaired and wept endlessly, no one could understand his pain. One day the pain became too much. Ren borrowed one of his mother's kitchen knifes and walked to town where he purchased six roses. Ren went to the lake and pulled out the rose petals and held them in his hand, as the wind blew from behind him Ren opened his fist and watched the petals leave his hand and float with the wind until they eventually fell onto the water. Ren bent over and picked up the kitchen knife he borrowed from his mother's kitchen. "I am sorry Hope, if I was capable of love.... I would have picked you, you saved me, you gave me so much, now it's my turn I want to be with you forever, you died because I broke you're heart, let me break mine... so we can be together" Ren had spoken out hoping beyond all reason and logic that Hope could hear him. Closing his eyes Ren placed the knife over his heart, he felt the cold breeze of the wind blow against him and with one swift thrust agony was felt, within moments blood came from Ren's lips as he drifted forward off balance and fell into the lake. With one mighty effort Ren pulled out the knife from his chest and watched as the blood poured from his body and he sank to the bottom of the lake, as Ren sank to the bottom of the lake he watched his blood pollute the lake and after closing his eyes, Ren heard something a soft and gentle laughter when he opened his eyes, his vision was blurry everything was dark with the exception of a hand reaching out for him.
Seeing the hand had given Ren hope and with everything he had left he dropped the knife and reached out for that hand, reached out on that chance to be reunited with the only person in the world who knew and understood the real Ren. This is the story of a child who did not ask for birth, who was alone, but was given salvation by a glimmer of hope, and once hope was lost he despaired he was consumed by eternal darkness.
Written by Faith Porter.
The teenager closed the book and placed it in his bag, he thought about the story he had wrote and wondered how his parents would have reacted if they knew he was gay, he knew his parents were never the fan of the gays, but still faith wish he knew if it was something they could have eventually accepted.
Faith picked himself up, he picked up his bag and began to walk not noticing that his leather black book had fallen out of his bag and onto the grass, as he slowly walked Faith eventually made it out of the park and onto the pathway of the streets where he began to walk quietly. alone
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